It is my arms that can wrap around him and get him to snuggle in.
It is my singing (that only he thinks is beautiful) that can make the sobbing stop.
That as he's mauling my fingers as he does every night, I can lean over and nuzzle his soft hair and inhale the sweet smell of my baby boy!
As draining as it is, I won't always be able to do that and I don't want to forget.